My very first memory is of a cobblestone street, presumably somewhere in Denver Colorado. It's a slight incline and I'm about a half a block down it from a man who has long blonde hair and is holding his hands out as if hoping i will run to him for a hug. My mother said that he was my godfather Carlos and that I was about a year old. Apparently I began walking on my own at about 8 months and so I was waddling next to my mom, hand in hand, while she was carrying groceries up to our little apartment on the hill.